knottyseth

a grown man cries, wishing for his own demise he's reach a dead end where everything stops even family and friends have turned their backs as he slammed against a wall with no cracks not a ray of sun light going his way the moon hides its stars away leaving the man with out any hope and no chance to cope so he sits and cries, wishing for his own demise.

when our bodies touch the world stops turning we rule the night like no one else existed we hold the future in our hands while it's still unknown i can just feel happiness awaits.

there are times when i am discouraged and there are times when i am upset i question myself and i question my determination what i did and my decisions from yesterday can't be reversed looking out the window of your past only makes things worse you can reach your hand out as far as you can, but be cautious everything happens for a reason the truth of the matter is that i have made a choice it is entirely up to me to follow through, or fall through it won't be easy and it will be painful but i am God's son, everything is endurable so bear with me… this will be a long journey.

I never called you my grandma but I called you my mama because that's what you were to me my mother, my queen when nobody was there you picked me up and kissed me on the cheek I'll never forget what you said to me "baby, everything will be alright, now keep that head up and let me see that smile" mama you always knew how to steer me away from the wrong and onto the right if I had known that you were leaving I would have told you not to follow the light and I promised myself that I wouldn't cry because I know you're going to heaven but I cried like a baby when the casket closed at quarter to seven I couldn't stop until after

your name spells happiness your smile pictures joy your eyes are mesmerizing your love is unexplainable you leave me breathless but in a good way my heart beat slows down and you resuscitate me with your kisses which take me to one of my best days you touch my soul every time you hold me hand i appreciate the fact that you understand how much i love you and i'm doing the best i can because there isn't enough time in the world for me to explain how much i'm in love with you but i think i have at least 70 more years to do so one day at a time you'll understand more and more that God created us for each other because of Hi